Octavia Butler's head was as big as a cathedral. 

The inside of her head was the church.

We sat down together.

I asked her if I could be part of her Gang and she answered:

“if it is for the right reasons”.

Later I encountered the Ooloi from Xenogenesis.

The Ooloi can manipulate genetic material and

showed me how to heal myself.

Shame was inside of me somewhere beneath the heart chakra.

Now it is outside, floating 15 centimeters in front of me.

It´s fluffy and fluid and almost transparent.

I realized that everything is fluidity, the concept of Fluidity, no matter at all. I can densifie Fluidity and bring something into being.

Or not.

Nothing exists.

There is no shame unless I densify it.